Consequence

Uh!
I can’t believe this shit
I might become a dad
I barely even know the chick and that’s what makes me sad
I shoulda wrapped up
shoulda played it small
But I was thinking with my dick instead of thinking with my heart
And now I’m dealing with the consequence of being a father.
And I can’t even love myself, that’s what makes it harder
How the fuck am I suppose to raise a child.
When I can’t even raise my self, always feeling down.
And it’s been killing me!
I can’t even barely eat, I been drinking bottles trying to wash away the misery.
Trying to find a way out, hoping imma wake up!
But this is real life ain’t no nightmare to wake from.
I really don’t know what the fuck to think.
Stomach in knot, puking in the fucking sink.
I can’t believe my own seed is maybe on its way.
I can’t believe my own seed could be here any day!
Uh! I can’t believe im bout to have a kid!
This shit is crazy cause there isn’t much that I can give!
And that’s what makes me sick, yea that’s what hurts the most!
I love you way to much for me to let you go, but if I dont I know that you
might suffer.
I barely know myself or your own damn mother.
And it’s shameful, how the fuck I get myself here.
How the fuck, how the fuck I get myself here!
Forgive me father, I’m sorry for my fuck up.
I shoulda thought about my actions not a quick bust.
And here I am, crying like a little bitch cause I know that I was wrong and now
I’m paying for what I did!
Will you forgive me?!
Baby I’m talking to you, cause your my child imma make sure we pull it through.
And I ain’t giving up, baby I ain’t giving up!
Even if I gotta put my life down to pick you up.
I just pray that I won’t let you down.
I hope that I can make you proud in this world of doubt.
But I can’t promise, baby I can only try.
And that’s what scares me is knowing that I can’t provide, knowing that I can’t
provide.
And I ain’t running from it, let alone to try and hide.
Cuz imma fight for you, baby I would die for you, dedicate my life,
sacrifice to make it right for you.
Whatever happens know I love you, even when the pressure gets high,
won’t let it crush you.
Whatever happens know I love you, protect you with my life, won’t let a damn
thing touch you!
Uh! I can’t believe im bout to have a kid!
This shit is crazy cause there isn’t much that I can give!
And that’s what makes me sick, yea that’s what hurts the most!
I love you way to much for me to let you go, but if I dont I know that you
might suffer.
I barely know myself or your own damn mother.
And it’s shameful, how the fuck I get myself here.
How the fuck, how the fuck I get myself here!