Borrowed Time

The answers are right in front of me
I reach out to them, and they are the very last things that I can bring to me
The so called open doors in front of me are presenting themselves in closed ways
I am staying away in its purest form
This reality is in question let alone the idea of a second chance just given to
me
I will not apologize for the things that I enjoy
We are all living this life on borrowed time and energy
We will all have to give it back at some point one day. But for now…
There’s a place I can seem to go
Where this world isn’t close
And there’s nobody there but me, and I am happier
I always go and no one knows where I am
I haven’t given up on you. You have given up on me
I’m always so far in the distance
Out of luck. Out of breath
Searching for a brand new life to live
If I could start over, all that I would give
And no one knows where I am