This Is Old

Beaten down for so many years
It’s just a job but that never finds an end
Drained and drunk
Can never give it up Sell off your friends
Wake up and do it all again
I hate all that I’ve become
And I hate every part of you
I’ve tried to drop out of this life
And abandon this divide
This is old, this is getting old
Come down off your ladder
Leave it standing up to nowhere
Drained and drunk
Beneath this all
Wait for you to fall
It’s too late to turn back now
I’m much too old to break now
I hate all that I’ve become
And I hate every part of you
I’ve tried to drop out of this life
And abandon this divide
This is old, this is getting old
The rope is so tightly wrapped around my neck
I have nothing left to fight
This is old, this is getting old
The finest things in life I will always refuse
The worst things in life I will always abuse