Call Me Disaster

Night after night I lay awake, this secret sin begins to ache
Why can I not escape this horrible dreaded fate
As I lunge my hand towards the sky, I pray that someone would save me
Form my lifeless fate at the bottom of the sea of shame
Prince of peace wont you come (and calm my raging pulsing mind) *
Peace oh my soul
My spirit goes numb leaving a gaping hole inside my chest
My very life I do digress this is the way I deal with the regret I always feel
Drowned in my sorrow and shame only I am left to blame
Prince of peace wont you come (and calm my raging pulsing mind)
As I approach you would you come close to me
And cure me of this deadly spreading disease*
As I approach you would you come close to me
Because I need you here
Father, they call me disaster