Trying Again

Once again I’ll say I’m sorry for one more time that I fucked up.
All I wanted was you acceptance but i missed the goals that you had set.
Expectations I can’t live up to, make you turn away.
So many hopes and aspirations, to you I’ve always failed.
I tried my hardest to make you proud.
I did my best not to let you down.
Again I tried to reach the top, when I didnt you let me drop.
I thought I had it this time.
I was never close.
You don’t think that I care, that’s what hurt me most.
Same old thing, I told you so, spit that in my face.
Even though I tried, you think that I have failed.
I tried my hardest to make you proud.
I did my best not to let you down.
Again I tried to reach the top, when I didn’t you let me drop.
I’ve failed, at least i fucking tried.
I’ve failed, you were never on my side.
I’ve failed, at least I fucking tried.