Baby

I figured something made of broken hearts
Would fall apart
Trading one for another, it’s bizarre
How connected we all are
Friends who were mine and friends who were yours
All the kindness to be put into wars
Speaking of crazy, you embody it
Even my last relationship was better than this
The one where she couldn’t stand the way I sat
Or held hands
We tried out just being friends
As crushes formed into cracks
We couldn’t bridge
We fall into the abyss of love
And you came up
I was left messed up in that rut
Left alone in these tears of my own
They’re happiness in matter:
That I’ve finally become rid of you
That I’m no longer being poisoned by your toxin
Oh baby, I know you hate that name;
Oh sweetie, I know you’re not a sweet thing
You’re the darkness in the light
The ghost in the night
Tears rolling down my eyes
How were you anxious when we first kissed?
I was more afraid than you were
Thinking we shouldn’t do this
I’m uncomfortable at your un-comfiness
Accompanied by God, I guess
Since that night was blessed
Blessings don’t last after tests
Love put to rest