Baby I'm Dying a Death

Sometimes I get so lonely
Sometimes I get so quiet
I’ll sit in by myself and stare and I’ll get fire
You’ll be out on the town and you’ll be having fun
You’ll be out there with your friends and I’ll be here alone
But of course, next week the position will have changed
You’ll be by the telly, I’ll go out and get deranged
The music’s getting louder and my pulse’s getting fast
Think I’ll stay up all night, but maybe I will blast
Sometimes I’m up
Sometimes I’m down
I feel so high
I’m gonna drown
I feel so up
Up in the sky
I feel so down
I’m gonna die
Sometimes you say you love me and then you leave me in the bowls
Sometimes you wanna leave me and then again you’re by my side
Sometimes you look so gorgeous and then again, it’s so much trash
Sometimes you say you want it and then again you spit it right out
These pains are no fun you see?
These directs by an unseen force leaving me over an empty shell for all to come
and stare
I heard you told your mother
Spread it around my little brother
But darling, I can’t think of no other
Baby, I’m dying a death
Sometimes I’m up
Sometimes I’m down
I feel so high
I’m gonna drown
I feel so up
Up in the sky
I feel so down
I’m gonna die
Sometimes I’m up
Sometimes I’m down
I feel so high
I’m gonna drown
I feel so up
Up in the sky
I feel so down
I’m gonna die