11:47 (Interlude)

It’s 11:47
Once again directing my attention to repressing my depression
Cause it’s messing with my mind now
Look at the time now
I question if I’ll ever get some rest because my schedule ain’t the best
I gotta find out
How to balance it, living this life is challenging
Challenges be surrounding me, dousing the fire out of me
Doubting shit overpowers me, cannot get enough hours in a day
Maybe because I’m drowning in the pain and I’m insane
Yeah, maybe I’m insane
I lost Malcolm and X, I don’t know what is next
For me, cause I’ve been stressed
And weak, I feel depressed
I feel depressed
Can’t get this off my chest