Words That You've Heard Before

Safe from all the insecurities I have
When I feel pity for myself
There is not a single trait or habit
I posses that I consider useful
Or attractive I am just a ghostly artifact
With all its parts, you’ve heard this before
I am just a normal guy that’s realized there’s no god
And all the sudden I’m depressed I guess
I know I will heal with time
There’s no one that feels the way that I do
I know how to take my clothes off
I do it every single day
Twice sometimes
You can take a cinder block and drop it on my face
I’d feel as fine as I do all the time
There’s no one that feels as good as I do
Warm centers sarcastically remind you of that
All I do is sit and wait and count the floor
And all it’s great divides
Between me and time
Losing sleep to (to) the fact that I am just an artifact
You’ve heard this line before
If I could take it from your chest
And lock the hole so it would not re-enter
I’d do it
If I could counterfeit some of my happiness
So you’d be jealous, well
I plead the fifth
If I could take it from your lungs
And sacrifice all that you’ve done
I would, in the blink of an eye
If I could benefit from all your lies
I think this would be backwards
'cause you do it all the time