The weight of love blinds eyes

I wanted to believe that I could be anyone
But I’m lonely when I’m not alone
And obviously, there’s no danger in having hope
Having hope in anyone but me
On a better day, I would be way more awake
Falling off, I’m losing faith
If it’s all the same, I will just take my things anyway
If this is love, if this is love
Then I would run far, run fast from me
Forgive me if I leave the keys
I knew I would let you down
I’d betray your confidence
How much do you trust me now? No
Well, everyone else here sees
Your eyes, they can’t perceive me
I hate the sound of your voice
'Cause it still haunts me like a ghost
But I know that I’m to blame
'Cause I’ve never been anyone else
But I’m not numb 'cause I’m lying awake
'Cause I know I’ll never change
If this is love, if this is love
Then I would run far, run fast from me
I never said I was an angel
There’s a simple explanation for it all
It’s all my fault
The snow melts away
I’m close to the ending now
I don’t want to be saved
If this is love, if this is love
Then I would run far, run fast from me
Forgive me if I leave the keys