12 Steps

I tear myself to pieces, I swear I didn’t mean it
It takes 12 steps
Do you lie awake at night
Wishing I was still alive
When you fall asleep tonight
Know that you’ll remember me
Nothing but the poison in my veins
I bottle it up, like I’ve given up
Id rather feel numb, than nothing at all
I try to rise, but always seem to crawl
I tear myself to pieces, I swear I didn’t mean it
Why do all my vices get the best of me
The voices in my head always test me when I’m clean
You’ll never change me, I’m far from the evergreen
Do you lie awake at night
Wishing I was still alive
When you fall asleep tonight
Know that you’ll remember me
Remember me