Tension Suspension

It’s a quarter to two feelin' broken and blue
But fuck it i feel alive so i don’t hate it its cool
Where ever you go just make sure that it’s you
And not another force trying to make its way through
Back stabbers & vultures
Madhatters and hostesses rentin' out their emotions
It’s very popular notice it’s all around you just open your eyes,
it’s Over i’m over it
A golden clover hit frozen inside an ocean of hopelessness
Feel the breeze. feel the ocean mist
The wicked mystery that tortures you at night and makes you close your fist
I ain’t a violent guy
Don’t need an alibi
Just need another minute to reflect upon the whole condition
So i paid attention to suspension of my tension
Taking a step from the background
I realize what i see now
That person is just not me now
My purpose is more in the meanwhile
So, a breath is taken
Overlooked a situation NOW i’m situated
As we observe the turn of tables and perspectives changing
The bigger picture unfolds across a canvass that’s ancient
We couldn’t understand until we saw the page was stuck
I guess that’s what we get for skimming and not giving a fuck
Stuck in the undertow of information overload
A wave of reality could not save me from my sinking boat
I cast a line and catch another 20 feet of hope
Only to fall into a whirlpool with heavy flow somebody saying Grab the rope
So i paid attention to suspension of my tension