Back 2 U

I am on a rite of passage, but I can’t seem to pass it
Maybe because I’m poor of heart I need to be
My own company
Can somebody help me
Sorry that I haven’t got back to you
Was it the altitude was it the attitude
Or the pain that made me turn my back to you
Now looking at life in different views
Future, past, present, all jumbled like in Tenet
Living in A tension cause the trauma is the lieutenant
Emotional repression leads to aggression, depression I’ve also hard someone
mention that
«Haling is only gained after you face the pain»
Vulnerability leads to malleability
That can lead your heart into virtue or villainy
I heard time heals all wounds, I don’t think is true
The other day I heard someone say «they missed me» and I said «I miss me too»
There’s just emotions frozen
I’m chipping away
I’m hoping one day to see my faded face
And it’s true, I’d cross an ocean on cue
Just to get back to you