Back at the Bottom

The doors are shut
I’m shaken up but talking tough, I’m always ready
My demons love to call my bluff
Yet not enough lies always get me
A thousand times I tried to climb
And fell behind, doubt is so heavy
I lost tonight but that’s alright
That’s day one
And every back slide is a lesson I’ve learned
Every black eye showed me I could take hurt
And now I know and now I know
Every tear cried like a fire that burns
Cut burn through knives
That’s another scar earned
And now I know that even though
I am back at the bottom for another night
Ain’t no stranger to his place
All these voices playing games
Got me back at the bottom but I see the light
I may bruise but I won’t break
Lying in the dark
And it ain’t a bad place to start
And it ain’t a bad place to start
An empty glass, it goes so fast
And all the past comes back to haunt me
It’s not the end, I begin again
It’s day one
And every back slide is a lesson I’ve learned
Every black eye showed me I could take hurt
And now I know and now I know
Every tear cried like a fire that burns
Cut burn through knives
That’s another scar earned
And now I know that even though
I am back at the bottom for another night
Ain’t no stranger to his place
All these voices playing games
Got me back at the bottom but I see the light
I may bruise but I won’t break
Lying in the dark
And it ain’t a bad place to start
And it ain’t a bad place to start
I don’t break down anymore, I break through
Pay my dues down, I’m making my moves
And now I know and now I know
I am back at the bottom for another night
Ain’t no stranger to his place
All these voices playing games
Got me back at the bottom but I see the light
I may bruise but I won’t break
Lying in the dark
And it ain’t a bad place to start
And it ain’t a bad place to start
And it ain’t a bad place to start