Back In Control

I would not wish this for my worst enemy
5 years of darkness almost killed me I nearly lost what I had built through my past
My soul, it drowned in a dark sea
Back in control
I’m back in control
If I didn’t have a soul mate I would be gone
His love and caring was my lifeline
The friends I thought I had they turned their backs
And I was bleeding for a long time
Back in control
I’m back in control
It made me see just how important it is For me to put my pain in music
This time I will not stop no matter what
Cause if I do my mind will get sick
Back in control
I’m back in control