A Brief Thing

We had a good time
I had no clue
That I was the only one
Blindly walk towards the sun
We had some good smiles
That wasn’t true
Kinda did aware, for once
But I did ignore that one
I know «forever» was only a brief thing we fooled about
But I never thought to leave you was the hardest thing to do
Now I feel so dumb to know I had no clue
I was so invested
But never fully aware
You were never fully there
You were with me but you’re minds' elswhere
Ther were some tough times
You were so through
Too believing that you’ll forgive
Turns out, that thing, you never give
I know «forever» was only a brief thing we fooled about
But I never thought to leave you was the hardest thing to do
Now I feel so dumb to know I had no clue
I know «forever» was only a brief thing we fooled about
Now, I now «love you» was only a petty you acted out
Now, I feel «love you forever» as something I need to doubt
I am so tired and over ya
Was I your mere afterthought or something?
Did you ever love me tho?