13th Step

grind these teeth in 4/4 time, got sores in my mouth coated in bile.
this bone dry throat and voice to match
got bricks on my chest and knifes in my back.
Its alright. Its alright. I got that hindsight.
Splitting my brain at 3am,
choking on decisions
Again and again.
Sweet self destruction,
you know ill come running back to you, every godamn time
Internal combustion,
you are second to nothing now its time, for me to wreck my life
got arms and legs that know only one thing,
to me take the bar, to lift another drink
these intestines are tied into knots.
so cant release these rotten feelings and thoughts
Its alright its alright. I got that hindsight.
20/20 at 5am (4−3-2−1), relapsing again,
and again and again.
Sweet self destruction,
you know ill come running back to you, every godamn time
Eternal combustion,
youre second to nothing now its time, for me to wreck my life
that 13 step, again.