A Gap of Sky

I haven’t slept for three days
When I close my eyes, nightmares come alive
Instead I try to stay awake
See if I can make it through another day
I keep pushing the thoughts away
I’m gonna take one day at a time
But my thoughts keep going astray
To a place that I cannot hide away
I keep looking for a gap of sky
I keep looking for reasons to stay alive
I wanna live, not hardly survive
I keep looking for a gap of sky
Sometimes I pinch myself
To see if I recall, still feel at all
Physical pain, cruel disharmony
Trying to make it through another day
I keep looking for a gap of sky
I keep looking for reasons to stay alive
I wanna live, not hardly survive
I keep looking for a gap of sky
I keep looking
For a gap of sky
I keep looking
I keep looking for a gap of sky
If I could try again
Take a different path
Stay in the slow lane
Maybe I would find a way
I keep looking for a gap of sky
I keep looking for reasons to stay alive
I wanna live, not hardly survive
I keep looking for a gap of sky
I keep looking
For a gap of sky
I keep looking
I keep looking for a gap of sky