A Given Choice

A stormy day surrounds me,
angry at something somebody said.
I let that energy drive me,
it builds and wells inside me.
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
something I now wish I hadn’t done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
and now my trouble has just begun.
Ignoring what I knew in spite,
in infrared, not ultraviolet light.
I let that energy bind me,
I let it build up to blind me.
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
something I now wish I hadn’t done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
and now my mind is on the run.
Free will, a lock on the door:
I must find the key once more.
Lies and the pain, a poor decision I made.
A dark night of the soul, allowing my ego.
I must find a way to right this wrong,
now I pray and scream to God
to help me end this wicked game.
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
something I now wish I hadn’t done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
and now my mind is on the run.
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
something I now wish I’d, wish I’d never done!
I made a choice to ignore the voice,
and now my mind, my mind is on the run…