Zeal

It was a time of challenge
Despite of being blinded
Growing self-delusion
Despising intuition
Banal fears
Devouring faith and light
Against my will
Forced to insecurity and then failure
Left in silence, regret
Deception patterns, betrayed
Lost, hurt and left behind
The price to pay, unforgivable pain
Please, no more
Unfaithful and delusive
To drag the guilt ‘til madness
A lesson learnt by fire
Forget the past
Jealousy was never meant to appear in me
Broken trust can make you fall asleep, aching
Letting go may bring you down in tears
Be brave
Fighting against your self-respect
Drowning in pain, your last mistake
Waking the light to come back
Unity