Zero

So many moments I waited for you
To knock on my door and ask if I do
Alone in my home I dressed up for you
To give me a call
Or ask if I need you
I try to move on
I try to look pretty
I try to be good to myself with no pity
I met a good guy
I make a good living
I buried our past
And started forgiving
I love the life outside
You love the sofa
I’ve got the urge to move
You're watching Oprah
Now suddenly you
Come out of the blue
Thought I was unready
While waiting for you
Well I thought it through
I thought it through
We used to have it all
I know I played my role
We shared a goal
You used to be my hero
But you dragged us down to zero
You said it's just a puff
But easily just one is not enough
You used to be my hero
But you dragged us down to zero
When I was a girl It seemed so mysterious
Why didn’t it work
While we were so serious
As if the darkness
Was part of our pact
And now as a woman
I see that in fact
Our beautiful love
Was only potential
We had a lack of
Something essential
Yes we had a lack
Of something essential
It's not confidential that
I love the life outside
You love the sofa
I've got the urge to move
You're watching Oprah
Now suddenly you
Come out of the blue
Thought I was unready
While waiting for you
Well I thought it through
I thought it through
We used to have it all
I know I played my role
We shared a goal
You used to be my hero
But you dragged us down to zero
You said it's just a puff
But easily just one is not enough
You used to be my hero
But you dragged us down to zero
You you you it's always about you
For years I believed it was true
I was seeing you in every painting
In every corner or clue
Thinking in loops
Sinking into
Dreaming about you
C'mon wake up
I got better things to do
Got better things to do