Choose to Live

Been awake all night
All I do is fight myself
I don’t know why
God keeps testing me like this
Really hurts sometimes
I’m just trying to get by
I think of suicide
But I’m not gonna let this valley win my life
Oh hell, no
Yeah I, I’ve already been there
I’ve already been there
Oh hell no
Now I’m, hoping in someday
Holding on for somewhere
I don’t know
When I’ll feel okay again
But I know
I still choose to live
Now and then I wonder
If maybe I deserve my pain
Yeah, it only gets worse
When I question everything
I gotta let this go
Some things we’ll never know
And when I feel alone
And the lies tell me I’ll always be this low
Oh, hell no
Yeah I, I’ve already been there
I’ve already been there
Oh, hell no
Now I’m, hoping in someday
Holding on for somewhere
I don’t know
When I’ll feel okay again
But I know
I still choose to live
When I’m falling apart (I still choose to live)
When it’s all too hard (I still choose to live)
Tomorrow’s a new start (I still choose to live)
When it all goes wrong
And it feels like I can’t hold on
(Hold on, hold on)
Oh, hell no
Yeah I, I’ve already been there
I’ve already been there
Oh, hell no
Now I’m, hoping in someday
Holding on for somewhere
I don’t know
When I’ll feel okay again
But I know
I still choose to live…