Abysmal

The world has turned and left me here
Alone with nothing but my fears
I feel the stiff of age it cracks
Mirror reflects just what I lack
I am standing here dying to be
To mean anything, to anyone but me
I am naked now bereft of life’s meaning
I am a shadow of what was
Plummet to sunken depths, there will be nothing left
Secrets of my being are being from me kept
There will be no resolve for thIS wreck of nerves
Cheers to the axe that falls to the end that I deserve
I am standing here dying to be
To mean anything, to anyone but me
I am naked now bereft of life’s meaning
I am a shadow of what was
A shadow of what was
You are dead to me, I am dead to me
My pulse has stopped, you see the butcher’s waiting meat
And for eternity as Satan laughs, we’ll burn forever and scream abysmally
The world has turned and left me here
Alone with nothing but my fears
I feel the stiff of age it cracks
Mirrors reflects just what I lack
I am alone, I live alone
I’ll die alone beneath a nameless stone
I am standing here dying to be
To mean anything, to anyone but me
I am naked now bereft of life’s meaning
I am a shadow of what was
I’ll try this noose on just because signed «Your friend, abysmally»