Orlando and a Miscarriage

Dear saint you’re safe with me
'Cause I will take a sin and smash it into my sin and I’ll rip out all my teeth
And I’ll cut off my tongue just to save your life
'Cause I would do anything for you, the apple of my eye
I just want to watch your eyelids open everyday
Crash into earth
I can barely breathe
All the love I had for you was never meant to be
I lost you before you were born
Crash into earth tonight
Losing all control of life
I don’t ever wanna deal with it
It’s always spinning in the back of my head
I wish I could see your face, but life I guess had other plans
And maybe you’ll be born again, for someone I never met
I still don’t believe in God, but there’s a part of me that won’t forget
Crash into earth
I can barely breathe
All the love I had for you was never meant to be
I lost you before you were born
Crash into earth tonight
Losing all control of life
I don’t ever wanna deal with it
It’s always beating in the back of my head
I wish I could see your face, but life I guess had other plans