Can't Let It Show

How did I blow that? How can we go back?
Why did I not choose you? Oh-oh
Instead of a good time I wasted your good time
I shoulda been everything I promised
I shoulda not had to learn it from this
You shoulda been first
I know it’s emotional, but you’re not emotional, she said
I should be crying but I just can’t let it show
I should be crying but I can’t stop thinking
All the things we should’ve said that you never said
All the things you should’ve done that you never did
Always said, «I don’t know what I should be feeling»
Oh, darling
I been stupid, thoughtless
I been useless, heartless
I’ve been violent and thinking it was never gonna get good
I wasn’t never gonna 'fess up, and that’s real
I shoulda been everything I promised
I shoulda not had to learn it from this
You shoulda been first
I know it’s emotional, but you’re not emotional, she said
I should be crying but I just can’t let it show
I should be crying but I can’t stop thinking
All the things we should’ve said that you never said
All the things you should’ve done that you never did
Always said, «I don’t know what I should be feeling»
Oh, darling
Please (cry), shoulda known you’re feeling something
Please (cry), 'cause if it hurts, I know you still care
(Cry) 'cause if you don’t, I know you’re over it
(Cry) oh, please, girl
(Cry) so that I know you’re feeling something
Please (cry), 'cause if it hurts I know you still care
(Cry) 'cause if you don’t, then I know you’re over it
(Cry) oh, she said, she said, she said
I should be crying but I just can’t let it show
I should be crying but I can’t stop thinking
All the things we should’ve said that you never said
All the things you should’ve done that you never did
Always said, «I don’t know what I should be feeling»
Oh, darling
Make it go
Make it go away