What Ever

Disaster strikes
I try to write
Descibe the things
I hold inside
This pride of mine
Still keeps me distant.
Disorder looms
Above this room
I’m trapped inside
Your silent tomb
I’m trapped again
By my own resistance.
Whatever i say
What ever i write
Whatever i do
I’m not getting through.
Distruction zone
Surrounds my home
The future seeems to
Stay unknown
All alone and in need
Of some assistance.
Whatever i say
What ever i write
Whatever i do
I’m not getting through.
Oh
Whatever i say
What ever i write
Whatever i do
I’m not getting through to you.
Oh here comes the fear again
Walls are closin in
Feels like im chokin
Oh cant find the words to say
Drowning in dispair
Smoke fills the air