To Live and To Lose

Follow painted lines along the way back to see you
Fighting sleep and drifting in the rain, I couldn’t get through
I was thrown from my mind with no one there to catch me
To lead me back to life
Had to leave it behind and send my other on her way
Will you break when you realize I’m gone
Counting days until the season you move on
I’m having doubts if you can still feel me at all
Out here looking on while you’re falling in love
I was thrown from my mind and you’re not here to catch me
To make it all feel right
I’ve been trying to find a way to get back to you
And say I’m sorry
When I found a way to calm down, a disguise of yourself without me
Your heart was so strong, I thought you’d moved on
But you can’t carry on without me
I was thrown from my mind and now I’m here to beg you
To move on with your life
You can leave me behind
I am the voice in your head that tells you it’s alright
I was thrown from my mind with no one there to catch me
To lead me back to life
Had to leave it behind and I have to accept it
The way it all has to be, has to be, has to be now
The way it all has to be, has to be, has to be
The way it all has to be