Disgust

I’m going to cry
I live and die
I search and find
I waste my time
I blame my loss
When I drag my cross
I reach my ???
I see disgust
Gotta hold on to my disgust
I dig ??? and creep
I laugh and sleep
My rolling thunder
But still I wonder
I twitch and ???
Sometimes I wonder
You should see it work
The politics and dirt
Give it to me inch by inch
Take it from me mile by mile
Sometimes she cries
Above the ?? smile