Vanisher

Bruises in our history
Bleeding into everything
It’s honey in my sympathy
It’s part of you and all of me
Friends can’t handle changes
Becoming strangers
Caught in another year
I can’t keep waiting here
I’ll disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear
I’ll disappear, disappear
Was never here
I’ll disappear
Closer than anyone’s been
Push away and pull you in
I’m taking all this medicine
God, it’s never been this humbling
Guilt dances in shadows twisting in circles
Whispers into my ear
You’re always welcome here
I’ll disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear
I’ll disappear, disappear
Was never here
I’ll disappear
In a letter years ago
Part of me believed and wrote
The pieces will become a whole
With hope
I’ll disappear
I’ll disappear