can't look back

I thought about
Giving up everything I own and then moving out
I’m a prisoner in this home
I keep my curtains shut, sabotage everything I love
For a temporary feeling that only left me numb, damn
Some days, I’m a kamikaze
There’s no way you can fucking stop me
I can’t look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket
Cut the strings that were attached
I’m bad, and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
God damn, I just got some bad news
I lost some more friends, got their names tattooed
I take my .45, point it right at you
Cause you can’t take nothing away from me
I got nothing to lose
Some days, I’m a kamikaze
There’s no way you can fucking stop me
I can’t look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket
Cut the strings that were attached
I’m bad, and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me