I Fucked Up

I f*cked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry
I’m not afraid to say
I wish i could take you back but i can’t
I’m so ashamed
You’re in so much pain
I blamed you when things didn’t go my way
If i didn’t, you’d be here
If i didn’t fight back i’d have no fear
If i took another path
Things would be so different, but they’re not
I could have just kept my big mouth closed
I could have just done what i was told
Maybe i should have turned silver into gold
But in front of you
I was cold
I f*cked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry
I’m not afraid to say
I wish i could take you back but i can’t
I thought we had it all
You brought out the best in me
And somehow i destroyed the perfect dream
I thought we were indestructible
I never imagined we could fall
Do you wanna know how to make out loud
Telling your plans
We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool
Fill it up with warhols
It would be so cool
Coulda gone buyin' estates in the countryside
With a pack of great things
Kissing eye to eye
We coulda do the world in a private jet
Run naked on the beach all soaking wet
We coulda found a mountain seen a perfect sunrise
Written our names across the sky
We coulda got a building built on the echo run
We coulda got ourselves arrested and sold our mum
We coulda live like crazy til' the day we die
Instead i made you cry
I f*cked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry, sorry, sorry
Je suis desole
I wish i could take you back but i can’t
I f*cked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry
I’m not ashamed to say
I wish i could have you back,
Maybe one day,
Or not