A Man Inside My Mouth

I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating
I was wrapped up in a blanket
I was grey
Damp and sore
The bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic
(like i think i’m at the racing
Like the night before)
I remember one girl standing
One was sitting on the ground
One was holding me up The other pulling me down
And i couldn’t decide which one was real
Because there wasn’t a sound
(like i was pregnant again…)
«don't move don’t blink don’t think don’t even breathe"she said
«or the photograph will spoil
And cut you off at the head»
So i was sucking
I was suncking like a fat lady would
But i couldn’t hold it down another second
(bleagh!)
«don't twitch don’t shout don’t think don’t even breathe"she said
«or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head»
So i was sweating
I was sweating like a fat lady would
And i woke up With a man inside my mouth
(this won’t hurt at all)