Please Help Me

Feels like I’m going no place again
Like I lost my mind
Like I’m out of time
Like a criminal that only steals
Something he don’t want
So maybe he’ll feel something else
Other than the thrill
Of the thing of wanting something that just won’t compare
Please help me understand the way I feel
I don’t feel so good
Please help me understand that there’s no side
I don’t have to choose between me and you
Because I’ll lose
Everything I wanted
Please help me
Feels like I’m racing against the clock
And it never stops
So I never stop
Like a messenger with nothing real to say
If I reach my destination
I could throw this shit away and watch it burn
Maybe it would numb the. pain
Knowing I had lost my turn, again
Please help me understand the way I feel
I don’t feel so good
Please help me understand that there’s no side
I don’t have to choose between me and you
Because I’ll lose
Everything I wanted to be
Please help me