Jodie

Tonight I’ll stay awake long enough to stop breathing
and I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off night skies
and lying on hills with wet grass below and blue black above-
I will carry all the weights tonight
'cause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazy
if you spent one more minute with me and I just don’t know-
is one more minute going to kill you now?
Stop before I say too much-
so now I’ve been alone and it’s been going but tomorrow might not come
if I don’t let it so don’t forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out
heads
staring at blank walls 'cause that’s what counts