Turn Away

If I was older I wouldn’t stand there and let you waste it
Now that it’s over I should’ve tried harder but couldn’t face it
I’ve let go of bygones but still you throw them all back in my face
I need some time to turn away
I don’t mean to hurt you
But I need some time to turn away
Until I rise above you, someday
You stand by me though life is empty and so much has faded
We keep on dying but still you tell me we’re gonna make it
I’ve let go of bygones but still you throw them all back in my face
I need some time to turn away
I don’t mean to hurt you
But I need some time to turn away
Until I rise above you, someday
Wish I could turn this feeling
It’s something I can’t do
If I could leave maybe I’d sleep again