SZNS

It ain’t easy
I been lost, I been lost, I been lost
Had to pick up the pieces
If I did, then I did it for love
And it’s the seasons
All the phases I been through made me get right here, oh
Right over there or right over here, well, I don’t really care
I’m in L.A. tryna get mines
I done played this ho for like the sixth time
Phone calls from mom, if I’m alright
Told mom, «We good, I’ll be all fine»
And I had to be the one just to make it out
If you with me one night, gotta make it count
Had to sing, fuck school, fuck a cap and gown
I’m up, I can see why they hatin' now
Sometimes, I been high, I been right, yeah, on my mind, yeah
And I can’t lie, like, this ain’t my last time
Girl in the area, she tryna just ruin my life
Gotta live my life, it can’t be yours, I’m on that time
It ain’t easy
I been lost, I been lost, I been lost
Had to pick up the pieces
If I did, then I did it for love
And it’s the seasons
All the phases I been through made me get right here, oh
Right over there or right over here, well, I don’t really care
Slow down, bitch, I was chosen, I ain’t wanna be a leader
Playin' with these hoes, like I’m playin' with these cards
Blowin' up in the city, I’m the neighborhood star
And I know I can’t love, so I love from afar
They say, «How you doin'?» I don’t know where to start
Sixty days straight, I been goin' too hard
And you been with the fishes, while I’m swimmin' with the sharks
And I ain’t do it for me, I do it for Seattle
So this clout shit, it really don’t matter
Turn up for Pierre, 'cause my pockets gettin' fatter
Gave him the stars, I done gave him a platter
Girl in the area, she tryna just ruin my life
Gotta live my life, it can’t be yours, I’m on that time
It ain’t easy
I been lost, I been lost, I been lost
Had to pick up the pieces
If I did, then I did it for love
And it’s the seasons
All the phases I been through made me get right here, oh
Right over there or right over here, well, I don’t really care