i wanted to die

Gun to your head
Sun’s infrared
Light covers your face
I’m super high
Unsupervised
Could go one if 4 ways
Flight of the soul
Close your eyes and it’s over
Plight to get sober
I just might get some closure
As the nights older
Eyes to the sky
Got me blind looking nowhere
I wanted to die when she told me that she loved him
I wasn’t surprised what it was and what it wasn’t
That’s I survive, I hang on to my assumptions
I can see it months in
Like I’ve already done this
I look to the sky right directly where the sun is
Lock into my eyes let my retinas getting sun kist
Issa different high when it’s way too much to function
Am I the only one with
No fear of repercussion
Feelings to percussion
I hope I do it justice
Ceilings that get busted
Can really turn to dust quick
I can feel the rush…
Rush rush rush
This is what it does
To us us us
A culprit of
Un
Adultered love
In ur touch touch touch
I’m closed in, shut
Might I open up
If I must must must