Addiction

I inhale you in my lungs
Like routine breathing
Then I put you on my you on my tongue
I don’t know what I’ve done
But I’m down for the ride
I inject you in my veins
You’re floating through my chemistry
It’s a feeling I can’t explain
I just swallow you like medicine
To take all of my pain away
Now that I’ve had it I can’t let go
Addicted to the feeling of not feeling alone
(It's settling)
Fantasizing about it is wrong
Nobody needs to know
Nobody needs to know
(That I can’t)
Sleep without having it late at night
And I can’t think because it’s all that’s on my mind
(It's unsettling)
But I love the feeling so one more night
Nobody needs to know
Nobody needs to know
I’m fine
I can feel you through my screen
Late night routine
Through my eyes
In my ears
Triggers something in my brain
And I think I’m in love
I feel it running through my veins
My heartbeat accelerates
It’s an intoxicating dream
That I never want to leave
Because it takes all of the pain away
Now that I’ve had it I can’t let go
Addicted to the feeling of not feeling alone
(It's settling)
Fantasizing about it is wrong
Nobody needs to know
Nobody needs to know
(That I can’t)
Sleep without having it late at night
And I can’t think because it’s all that’s on my mind
(It's so unsettling)
But I love the feeling so one more night
Nobody needs to know
Nobody needs to know
I’m fine
You’re the only thing that can get me high like this
I forget loneliness and pain exists
Craving your touch, your taste, your kiss
I can’t let it go
This is my weakness
I was using you just to feel something
Then I fucked around and found addiction
Now we’re 4 nights in to the 1 night stand
This was never part of our plan