Ruining My Brain

Ruining my, Ruining my brain again
Ruining my, Ruining my brain again
Every time when my sun begins to die
On a thin line, with a short sign
See it coming but my will is too weak and I
I’m not ready, I’m not ready
Every time when my sun begins to die
I can’t handle, I can’t battle
See it coming but my will is too weak and I
I’m not ready, I’m not ready
Ruining my, Ruining my brain again
Ruining my, Ruining my brain again
Every time when my thoughts begin to lie
I can’t handle, I can’t battle
Hear them knocking on my door and it is too late
Never called them, I never called them
Every time when my thoughts begin to lie
I can’t handle, I can’t battle
Hear them knocking on my door and it is too late
Never called them, I never called them
Ruining my, Ruining my brain again
Ruining my, Ruining my brain again
If I’d ever start to loose them
I would love my life to death
And I don’t think that they are reckless
I accept them as my friends
Told me to lie
Told me to steal
Told me to smile
Told me to laugh
Told me to sion
Told me to bow
Told me to like
Told me to fear
Told me to shake
Told me to hate
Told me to bear
Told me to jump
Told me to break
Told me to creep
Told me to eat
Told me to ache
Told me to bump
Told me to fake
Told me to loose
Told me to shrink
Told me to stare
Told me to gorge
Told me to sleep
Told me to fat
Told me to nos
Told me, told me, told me, told me, told me, told me, told me
Ruining my Ruining my brain again
Ruining my Ruining my brain again