Can't Talk, Won't

Did you know I feel old today?
Unachieved and far away from my own goals
In my life
I’m really tired, I should do some work
I’m uninspired, I can barely talk
No-one told me what it’s like
And I can’t quite talk
But I still find the words to say
I’m a shame
I ripped a hole in my favourite jeans
I started crying
I think this means something else is going on
And when I laugh I start to cry
Someone bury me I’m dead inside
Don’t think I will survive
And I can’t quite talk
But I still find the words to say
I’m a shame
And I’m not quite there
'Cause I think I’m really scared
I don’t compare
Don’t think that I wanna' die
Don’t think that I wanna' die
Don’t think I wanna' die
(Wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die)
Don’t think that I wanna' die
Don’t think that I wanna' die
Don’t think I wanna' die
(Wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die)
And I can’t quite talk
But I still find the words to say
I’m a shame
And I’m not quite there
'Cause I think I’m really scared
I don’t compare