two faced

I put a smile on my face
No matter how I feel
Even if I’m sinking
Can’t be dropping tears
Ain’t a boy I’m a man now
Soon to be a star
In due time, in due time
What was the purpose of
Doing all the things that I did
Tryna grow for what reason
I wish, I wish I knew
I’m used to tightening my neck
So I won’t stand out
But now I’ve come too far
I wish
I wish I could convey how I feel
Distort it and confuse how I feel
What it feels to be in love
How I feel, how I feel
What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I’ve had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real
What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I’ve had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real
Is there someone who I can
Trust enough to say who I am
I know that I’m weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Of me, of me
There are a couple moments
Where I wanna look back
And I’m just thinking
«If I made the right choices
Would it be right, would it be right»
I wish, I could, I would
I wish I could convey how I feel
Distort it and confuse how I feel
What it feels to be in love
How I feel, how I feel
What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I’ve had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real
What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I’ve had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real
Is there someone who I can
Trust enough to say who I am
I know that I’m weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Of me, of me