Deference for Darkness

Longing for the past
I’ll never see it that’s a shame
The future came so fast
I ask myself now whos to blame
For living with regrets
In doubts i feel what i became
Ask time it doesn’t wait
One thing in life i can’t reclaim
Gather my thoughts as far as i can
This was not the plan
Memories fade so where do i stand
My life had began
Before i knew struggles i ran
Forced to be a man
Turning my world the shortness of spans
Dealt the wrongful hand