Sick

I feel sick and I try to disguise
This pattern often lies
In mind I cannot pry
To slip inside denied yet penetrates the eye
No simple reason why
Still something will collide
Shake as I touch to find
These thoughts ennui will bind
In short there is no time
Staring From the walls within
This disease surely could
Not face the fear that seals more of
My heart sometimes than should
I feel sick and I cannot hide
This torment from my eyes
And fear will never see it’s here inside of me
As much as I believe
And try to rearrange
But would it ever change
Or just remain the same
A test or what I will
Know that I want it sill
Staring From the walls within
This disease surely could
Not face the fear that seals more of
My heart sometimes than should