Waste

914pm
I look over to tell you something again
I keep forgetting that you’re not home yet
125am
& i’m so sick of all my friends
& i bet they’re sick of me too, so it’s ok
Cause i just
Distract myself
Til i can’t
Feel a thing
& i just
Numb the pain
Til i just
Feel the sting
& i don’t care
If u miss me
I won’t say i miss u back
I don’t want
Another thing from you
I don’t want back
What we had
545am
Everything replaying in my head
It’s not the first or last time
I’ll make this bed