Into It

I’m not into it
I never could have been
I won’t sing forever if i fire burns this low again
I hope this cuts your skin
Sinks deep and never quits
Scars are reminders and they’re sobering
You were heated
I can’t believe I’ve heard this over and over and over again
I fear i can’t relate
New homes and new due dates
I’m on the outside
Thats feeling alright
I don’t know if you’d seen me in the back of the room
Few degrees had your head turned i’d be right in your view
Took a dive in the kitchen i wasn’t looking to choose
Between adult conversation or an empty excuse
I feel the weight of their eyes
I feel my fixes unglue
I’d rather run through the window than be here talking to you
Know that people are the worst part of every day
I tell myself to get along
If i’m putting on my best smile then why can’t they
I’d rather turn the lights off