Numb

Yeah, I’m still sleeping in the same bed
Rewinding like a video cassette
Do I ever get stuck in your head?
Your life looks perfect on the internet
You cut me open like a razor blade
I’m fronting like I’m always okay
You fucked me up like half a decade
I’m lucky that I like to medicate
You‘re the reason I hate New Jersey
You’re the reason I pray for mercy
You’re the reason my mates are worried
Coming by with more weed
You’re why I’m always thirsty
So low, so high
Get numb, get by
Living like I’m never gonna die
Cause I already have inside
I can’t get drunk and I can’t get high
Enough to keep you off my mind
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
We fell asleep under the piano
You told me I was your Marlon Brando
You took me home to meet your parents
I know he’s better for you and I can’t fucking stand it
Had a bad trip took a long ride
Tryna drive you out my mind
Getting so good telling those lies
And pretending that I’m so fine
My life looks better on the internet
But there’s a million things that I regret
So low, so high
Get numb, get by
Living like I’m never gonna die
Cause I already have inside
I can’t get drunk and I can’t get high
Enough to keep you off my mind
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Living like I’m never gonna die
Cause I already have inside
I can’t get drunk and I can’t get high
Enough to keep you off my mind
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you
Wish I could hate you