Just Like Everybody

Well, I guess, I lied
I don’t have much in common with the world outside
No one really knows how much I have to hide
With that I’m really very ugly deep inside
I wish I was just like everybody
Nothing changes, I wish I didn’t have to tell a lie today
But I know no one could ever love me anyway
And any good you get from me is just the more I pray
I wish I was just like everybody
I, I, I’m so afraid
I, I, I’m so afraid
Well it seems
I’m no longer a child and this is not a game
I see so many suffering, in time to play
But underneath my eyes at least, I’m sick with shame
I wish I was just like everybody
So turn away, I wish I could’ve saved you
From the pain I bring
But there’s no truth behind the pretty songs I sing
I’m not sure I ever believed, anything
I wish I was just like everybody
I, I, I’m so afraid
I, I, I’m so afraid
Well I guess I lied
I wear the same old mask, as everyone outside
And everybody knows about the shame I hide
That I’m really very ugly deep inside
I’m so, afraid
I’m so, afraid
I’m so afraid
I’m just like everybody