Sumtimes

What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
SELF deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What’s wrong with me?
Fuck it Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low
Sumtimes… at least I know sumtimes I’m beautiful
Beautiful
And if I wasnt me Id still just laugh at me And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
Im in control
and I’m losing it Fuck it Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimeswell at least I know sumtimes Im beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimeswell at least I know sumtimes Ill be alright
Be alright