Crystal Court

Swear that I’m not kind,
You said you heard that I was the nervous type,
Just take me to bed,
I didn’t come here to talk with my friends.
Wishing I was dead,
It’s not you, it’s just this moonlight of myself dread.
Right before you woke,
I couldn’t sleep so I walked all the way back home.
Chorus:
You say that you don’t care,
I shouldn’t be sorry,
You make it easy to let go.
I feel stupid, more like an asshole.
I hate myself more than you know.
Swear that I’m not proud,
Some number I probably couldn’t count,
If I could, I’d take it back,
Used to think that it’d help keep my pride in tact.
Wanna disappear,
Not just leave, but not be anywhere,
I’m learning how to smile,
To hide the way that I’m constantly in denial,
Getting better.
Chorus:
You say that you don’t care,
I shouldn’t be sorry,
You make it easy to let go.
I feel stupid, more like an asshole.
I hate myself more than you know.