Close to the Sun

You ask if I wanna' go out
but I stay home
and soon I know
I’ll grow to hate this house
Because when I said
I’d be better by myself
what I meant was help
I remember the sound
of waking up by water
and how that summer
felt like a movie
Before the first time
I saw my friends cry
Now I quit coming by
The closer I got to the sun
the further I withdrew from everyone